Consider me already gone

Consider me already gone

All this time I was hoping a little bit more,
all this time I thought I meant something else

being hurt isn't something that I adore
it turned out that you’re everything but a bless

Do you think it’s easy to laugh around you?
Do you think this way I’m glad?

I’m nothing but a crazy fool
trying to forget that I lost everything that I had

I maybe look happy, but deeply I wanna cry!
And I don’t care if you’re laughing right now

I’m already hurt and wishing to die
all I’m thinking about “what happened and how”?

Between all our fights I've never been that hurt!
And I’m not gonna try to fix anything!

Not even if we were lost in a faraway desert
I’m tired of being the one that fights for nothing!

You know that I love you so
but it still hurts even by thinking of it!

I hate that I don’t love you enough to let you go
that really piss’s me of and makes me feel like s**t

how could you be so heartless?
I mean all the things we've been through?

It must have meant something a little bit at least?
unless I never meant anything to you…

I have a best friend but my best friend doesn't have one!
I’ll just walk away from your life consider me already gone

-x-M!nO-x-