A Poem by She murdered herself with words

 im scared.

Scared of falling in love with you.

Im scared your going to notice my imperfections.

All my flaws.

Im scared your going to wake up next to me one morning, and look at me, but you wont smile this time you’ll really look at me you’ll look at my face and how its uneven and pudgy when I lay on my side

you’ll notice im too insecure to go to bed without make up on

you’ll notice my freckles and think they look ugly on me

you’ll look at my curly hair and the mess that it is and think how much easier itd be to run your hand through straight hair.

Youll think how you could have someone who doesn’t constantly role around all night long

you’ll find someone who can wear your t-shirt to bed eve though its too big and still make it look good.

Im just scared you wont want me.

© 2017 She murdered herself with words

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I think thoughts like this stem from our own inner self worth. We often see ourselves differently than how we really are...whether its our looks or the way we think.

Therefore, when we meet someone, the truth rears its head and we wake up to what we really are. And the truth is..we're fine the way we are. I'll bet you are too.

Nice poem.

Posted 1 Year Ago

meaning that you're scared that if you fall in love you will get hurt

Posted 1 Year Ago

oh gosh insecurities, so many o those man :(

Posted 1 Year Ago

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Added on July 3, 2017
Last Updated on July 3, 2017


She murdered herself with words
She murdered herself with words

Vergas, MN

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