why?

a broken romance, when one lies to the other it leaves many questions. these are mine.

Why?
Was it because I did something wrong?
In your heart did I not belong?
What mistake was it that i made?
I still can't see why my love you forbade.
I've searched desperately for a reason.
Dissected every moment of this treason.
Did you ever truly love me?
How could you think i was above thee?
Was that line just a lie?
It seems all life passes me by.
I don't know whether to believe thee.
It feels like you just deceived me.
Are you with another so soon?
How can you ignore my gaping wound?
Do you really think that I’m alright?
For my life, I've given up the fight.
I feel like someone who's been used
my heart's been broken and abused.
Are you so naive that you are blind?
Have you no heart, only a mind?
Was i just someone to fill the gap?
I bet I walked right into your trap.
I don't know anything anymore.
In my mind everything’s a war.
What is it that i lack?
Will you ever want to come back?
Will i survive this consuming pain?
If it ends, i won’t be sane.
I want God to kill me now.
But he refuses me somehow.
Why?

 

Author's Note

no one but her can really answer these questions. it sux. i know.

Reviews

[*Evelen*]

It doesn't suck. It's really good. I like it. I can tell that you poured your heart into it. My friend that is reading it over my shoulder right as we speak says that she loves it, too. Keep up being awesome! :) ;)

[Vonnie15]

very nice poem....i personally find it so difficult to make poems rhyme in a classy, sophisticated way...but that's what you did! keep up the good work. I also find it so deeply sincere....this is what the best poetry is made of.

[DreamSharer]

This was a very touching poem from the bottom of your heart. Well and sweetly written! Keep up the good work.