Not myself anymore

NOT MYSELF ANYMORE

I have no control over my feelings tonight,

They are flowing like falling rain,

I have so much to say,

 I am living in agony and pain.

I have no control over my constant pain of missing you,

You cannot wonder how I am living without you.

No word I find accurate enough to depict how I feel,

There is no cure for my pain,

There is nothing which can be healed.

I cannot be away from you,

Without you there is no glee,

There are tears behind my smile,

I am not that person anymore whom I used to be.

Reviews

[SZHZIA]

Another very well written poem from you filled with true and honest emotions coming from the heart of poet. It is true that we cannot worded our pains, and sorrow in accurate words because there is no words exists to express it. The readers feel your pain and emotions that the poet worded in this short poem. Your poem depict this notions in the present poem. I love these lines:
"No word I find accurate enough to depict how I feel,

There is no cure for my pain,

There is nothing which can be healed"
These lines are so true. Well written. Thanks for sharing. Keep writing. :)

Best
szhzia

[Najam Us Saher]

Thank you so much I am glad you understood the exact meaning what I wanted to convey.

[SZHZIA]

It is my pleasure and you are welcome as always. :)