A test

Some people make it in life and some people do not. To me it is all one big test, you either live it or you dont.

Woke up so groggy, totally confused she never even knew she could never even choose

Cold hands were around her neck she was too scared to check she was too young to detect

Fear riveted her entire being, body pervaded with unfamiliar stinging, her ears uncontrollably ringing

A struggle broke out a frantic fight his breath upon her like death in the night his affliction was now her only sight

Face down sobbing and abandoned realizing now her clothes were shredded; a trace of innocence no longer imbedded

It’s over and she’s alone in her bed but never alone again in her head because he’ll always be climbing into her bed

A matter of time before the next offense his infringement of baseness just pure wickedness

Immorality she sees through all his evil deeds she screams and pleads but he just proceeds

Soon thereafter it came to be that improbity was meant to be but she almost couldn’t yet believe

Life had so many possibilities, so many things left to achieve but not for her for she had conceived

Not another life you see but a predetermined mockery, a mockery of purity and incorruptibility

Now there was nothing to be certain of faith had disappeared from heaven above her honor is to be forever judged

She walked a broken path of resent the devils never ceased to torment her terrors would not allow for repent

Incapable of a back and forth shove she’d never know a traditional love her conviction took over and spilled her blood

It took her back to that very first place that day when she developed her very first taste of a weakness that only devastates

Deteriorating in an unsighted creation not one soul reached out she couldn’t find salvation

Her pain had reached its unavoidable peak her hands shook so badly she couldn’t even speak but it’s over now she’s lying down meek

She woke up so groggy, totally confused she never even knew she could never even choose it was fated in her mind that this life she would lose

The gun she pressed against her chest thinking about all of life’s tests all she desired was uninterrupted rest she tried so hard to do her very best

A shot to her chest is what laid her to rest this poor little girl failed life’s meaningless test  

Author's Note

Please disregard grammatical error.
this was written for a contest with a specific topic these are not actual events, pure imaginative writing