The Unthinkable - A PoemA Chapter by N. C. Matthews
I wrote this poem at the same time I wrote "You Did Not Come." Age: about 17 or 18
Time after time I counted my blessings,
And you were always numbers one, two and three.
Time after time I thought of how wonder you are,
And just how wonderful you are to me.
Time after time I thought of how much I love you,
And just how great you make me feel.
And so many times I wondered,
Could your love truly be real?
And so many times I pondered,
How could I have lost you at all?
And time and again I asked,
Why do you let my tears fall?
Did you ever love me?
Did you ever care?
Or have I truly lost you,
To one you think more fair?
Will you ever love me?
Or is it all a waste of time?
Oh, will I ever have you back?Or have I truly lost what was once mine?
© 2010 N. C. Matthews
Added on December 2, 2010
Last Updated on December 2, 2010
Matters of the Heart
N. C. Matthews
AboutMy pen name is Nicola Chey Matthews. I have been writing for over 28 years now. I first began writing when I was only five years old. I wrote my first novel at the age of 13, and had attempted 2 ot.. more..