Why?

How I have felt recently...

Look deep within

What do you see?

Red or blue?

Pink and green?

Black, the blackest of all blacks

You used to see gold

Like honey dripping in tea

Complimenting each other

Their purpose well known

Now you sit alone 

"Am I just meant to suffer?"

If that is so, why not end it?

You laugh and think,

"Why not try?"

"Am I better off dead?"

"Will anyone care?"

"No, that's not what they said."

"I wouldn't dare."

Why?

Why not?

Author's Note

It's my first time, it's therapeutic to get my thoughts out. Be honest, I need some.