Stuck

My heart is feeling heavy.

I’m missing you already.

Once again I’m messy and I’m hurting at every memory.

Barely have the energy to get out of bed.

All I ever think about is what I could have did.

Was there anything I could change to avoid your passing away?

It’s driving me insane, I’m asking it like every day.

I got your smile on replay, freezing it at that frame.

Why do I feel like I’m the one to blame?

You’re an important part of my life- so I want to keep you unstained,

but I wish I could have found a way- you could have been saved.

I’m still upset.

Trying to make these emotions manageable.

Stuck- asking questions that aren’t even rational,

And making up scenarios that aren’t factual...

Just wishing I could have you back.

If I could know you were happy before you had to leave- I think I could relax…

But instead I’m stuck here asking why’d it have to end like that. Damn.

Reviews

[Nyanachi]

the truth is beautiful, the rare words are nice to read.

[Sami Khalil]

"If I could know you were happy before you had to leave- I think I could relax…


But instead I’m stuck here asking why’d it have to end like that. Damn."

You have summed it up...A very good write,...:)...........................

[Chaos Complex]

Thank you for the feedback, Sami. I appreciate it. :)

[Sami Khalil]

You are welcome...:).............