Happier

Lately, I've been thinking...

I want you to be happier

I want to raise your spirit 

Know that means I'll have to leave

Strong people don't put people down, we raise them up. 

In the course of one week, I have felt sadness and then earth-shattering anger. 

So much anger I shake. 

I tremble. 

My body like a hurricane on the inside. 

A beast in my stomach ready to explode. 

Ready to whip through and demolish and decimate everything in sight. 

Bad things happen to the best people. 

And once again I opened up to a man who only let me down. 

I thought for once that I found a good man who knew my worth. 

Everything is a nightmare. 

And I am broken again. 

But because of my heart. 

I want to stay. 

To be the goodness he needs. 

To help with the betterment. 

But how strong can a woman be? 

Before she cracks. 

Before her mind leaves. 

Before she lets go of her soul..

and becomes another bitter person in this world? 

If I were any stronger

I'd be a lioness. 

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