Trust My Feelings?

Trust my feelings?

Why don’t you say you love me with words? Every time you look at me and smile I bite my tongue...Because how many times can I look foolish? Pouring myself to you, Telling you I love you...Only to be requited with a smile. I’m confused because your actions and your eyes don’t match your words because your words are empty and I’m trying to fill myself up with what I see and not with what I hear but it’s hard...It’s so hard. Maybe I’m delusional. Maybe when I look at you and see my future it’s nothing more than a pipe dream, A smoke filled haze of endorphins running through my brain... But I feel like I see it in your eyes; You love me... you love me right? But I should know better than to trust my feelings.