Only SleepingA Story by Patz LevisteMy first short storyIt was started last
2015. A boy met a random girl and never thought of anything about it. They
started as friends and go out and be beside each other for the longest time. He
never imagines that that feeling he started to grow will lead him to a sorrowful
and hurtful moment of his life. He loved her more than
anyone else. He trusted her more than he trusts himself. He supported her the
way he knows. He even pushed her to follow her dreams. Though he knows it’s
hard to be apart from each other, he still let her go to another country, so
she could fulfill her dreams. He never thought that this will be the start of his
dreadful life. For the past 2 years
being in a relationship, they had some fights and arguments that almost leads them
to breakup. But this time, it was because of another person. While they’re hundreds
of thousands of miles away from each other, the girl started to see someone. Knowing
this incident made the boy feel like he’s useless. Almost ended his life. He wanted
to hate her and curse her for what she did, but the by loved her so much that he
couldn’t do it. The boy wanted to save
their relationship even this will make him so stupid. He’s ready to forget what
the girl did just to save their relationship. But she refused and wanted to
find herself. This event of his life shuttered and he lose direction. Now, the boy don’t even
know what to do. Thinking positively is no use now. He’s so depressed and broken
to think right. His heart keeps on pumping abnormally. Especially when some
thought comes to mind that she is happy, smiling, doing things she wants to do,
going out and seeing others and that he is not even part of it anymore. The boy trying to be
happy for himself. Trying to go out, get wasted, but it doesn’t help and do any
good. Tried to think to see another woman, but he is so deeply and imprisoned
by the love he have for the girl. No one and nothing will make him feel better.
Unless….. He goes to sleep. Only
sleeping helps him forget. Only sleeping makes him feel nothing happened. Only
sleeping.
He wished that this was
all just a bad dream. He wished that when he woke up, everything will be alright. © 2017 Patz LevisteAuthor's Note
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2 Reviews Added on December 28, 2017 Last Updated on December 29, 2017 AuthorPatz LevisteLaguna, Region 4-A, PhilippinesAboutI am a newbie trying to explore and do new things i've never done before. A lost soul trying to share experiences i had in my life. more..Writing
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