Forgiven...

You said you loved me

So why did you leave

You said you'd always

Be there for me

Now that you're gone

I finally see

The reason you loved me

Was so you could have 

Advantage over me

And leave me empty

Alone in my grief

For you never really cared

You just wanted me to be

Caught in the illusion 

That you truly loved me

Why did you do it dad

Why did you leave me

Why did you beat me

And stop caring for me

Well, none of that matters to me anymore

For I now have friends

And feel a love I have never felt before

They've helped me to see 

That I truly am

A life worth saving

And have taken hold of my hand

To lead me down the right path

The path of love and forgiveness 

So dad I have just one last thing to say

Even though you weren't nice to me

I want you to know that you are forgiven 

And that I think of you every day

Wishing we were closer

And wanting to say

I love you and miss you

And will forever be

Your daughter

I hope that someday you will see

That I always loved you

Bye dad...

I hope to see your heart someday

Be not bad

But good

For you are forgiven...

Reviews

[Lorry]

Beautiful and poignant words, beautifully written.

[Tori Jones]

Thank you...

[jacob erin-cilberto]

there are some questions that just don't really have answers, and if they do come, those answers, they often don't make much sense...and sometimes life doesn't make sense either...

people just take us aback with their behavior and often we see no reason for what they do.

j.

[Lord of mad men]

This is very personal to you and I can see that and it looks like you have started a new chapter in your life I wish you the bestest of luck. But you still remember where your from and you have learned to not live in the past. You are a very great person. I can tell by your writing and good luck with what ever life has to show you next. And your live if very much Worth saving. You had a friend on me and If I am ever needed just shoot me a message. Yours truely a mad lord

[Tori Jones]

Thank you Mad Lord....You've been very kind....

[Shy Joe]

Stay strong. Believe in yourself and your abilities and you will emerge a strong woman. Trust me.

[Tori Jones]

I hope that's true... Thanks for the review....