You may not feel good and warm today, you feel sick and coward.
You feel guilty for the things you don’t even know you committed.
You may feel not worthy at all. You may feel sick and broken.
Like you are falling into a black hole and you are shouting but no one could hear you. You may have cried for minutes and hours may be days, creating puffs under your eyes and that blackness doesn’t even seem ugly to you when you look at yourself in the mirror. To the world and your family- Of course, it does but you don’t care. You may have no reasons.
You feel that your body and mind is draining.
The burden of hopelessness surveys your body, mind, and soul.
You wake up feeling deserted. Not wanting to work or even get up from your bed. You may want to have water and you are looking at that glass full of it at your bedpost, looking at it with dreary eyes and Eyelids that refuse to open up to get that liquid inside your body when you just lay down with tears rolling out of your big wideness. You Feel Miserable. But You have no reasons.
There is so much daylight when all you like is darkness. You want to switch off your phone, you want to hide somewhere where you are not accessible. It’s Where you don’t want to be reached or heard. But, it strikes you that some important People are waiting for you at the conference, it’s when the meeting would begin.
And you feel miserable again. It’s when you sit at the corner of your bed with a blanket in hand looking tearfully at the pillow beside you because you want to just lie and forget about what’s happening in the outside world. Sometimes, you may feel good for nothing but now it’s now that you should know that only you are everything. Only you can create your own joys beckoning the world to push that aside. The warm fuzzy feeling that you have are your strength to feel happy again. You can conquer even there is very little honey in your barrel, even with a single band-aid that you had saved for your broken heart.
You will be fine. You are fine. You are alive that means you are fine. And you would always be fine and happy and joyous. You will be delighted, peaceful and resourceful. Singing Birds would again come to your tinted heart full of dreams and desires you want to come true.
Believe me because yes, fairness exists. It does, it does, it does and it will always be Forever
because Forever is the word that Exists within your own Soul.
Trust yourself &
Let the healing begin
Inside you!
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