Out

Out

A Poem by heather

Again 
He comes to my mind
Making me so aggrivated
I want to tell
I want to tell what happened
Why it went so cold
No one will believe me
No one will understand
I don't want to bring it all up again
It's killing me inside
Everyday
My hate grows stronger
It's hate
Nothing will change that
Ever again
But still
I want to know why
I want to understand
why i made decisions i did
and so did he
Will he keep his promise over years time?
I will 
If he does
It can go either way
He's burying it in the ground
I'm digging it up again
Bring it up 
To get it out
all of my emotions
feelings
madness
out
into the world
where everyone can see
understand
even judge if you choose
I just want it to be done
all of it out of my system
because as much as i try to deny it
some part of him is still inside me
not like nor love
just some part of him
that needs to get out

© 2014 heather



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heather
heather

Wonderland , KS



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