Confusion

Confusion

A Poem by heather
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most of these poems are just me expressing my emotions about my love life sorry c:

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I feel like im being sucked back in
Back into the trap that i luckily got out of before

It's bad i wouldn't complain
If everything was fair and equal
but no. 
He's just

controlling.

I don't even know if im just imagining it
Or if my mind is just showing me what i want
But i dont want
 
He is in my mind
Manipulatiating my thoughts
to love him again
to be hurt once more

What is happening
Is it just my imagination?
No because you ignored me before
Why make the effort to tease me again?
Why make the effort to play me in the game?
Why make the effort unless something in return?
Not that either, just innocent.
Who knows
Maybe i'd leave just like before
and come back to you


© 2014 heather



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This is very much a vivid illustration of "CONFUSION"!!!! I find myself wanting to slap this narrator upside the head, to help clear her vision some, so she doesn't continue falling into this unfulfilling cycle again & again. It's so sad the way we can articulate how things are going in a bad direction (as you've done so well here) and yet we still keep pursuing it anyway. The final statement is so aggravating! But also so true-to-life, for the way these unfulfilling relationships keep luring us back in!

Posted 1 Year Ago


if it was really about you...you sure are clear about your emotions....very well expressed!

Posted 1 Year Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

heather

1 Year Ago

thank you and yes it really was about me :)
Deeeeeply Abused

1 Year Ago

Time and can heal everything. trust yourself. -Love

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heather
heather

Wonderland , KS



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