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A Poem by heather
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i just need to write

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its interesting, loving your best friend
in other peoples perspective it seems easy
that everything will fall into place someday
a part of me wishes for that
that we will live the so called "fairy tale" everybody believes we will 
a different part of me hides behind the fact that it isn't realistic 
it isn't realistic that at my age i've found the love of my life
the one person who will understand me and love me when no one else will 
i hope that you will be that person eventually
i can't imagine you not being in my life
talking to you everyday
telling you things i can't tell anyone else
listening to you talk about what you care about
hearing you talk about your dreams and what you want for your future
but this is where i become a bad person
your dream, is to go to a place i can't go 
your future, is to become an actor or comedian 
as much as i want your dreams and wishes to come true
i hope you don't go 
don't be mad at me for hoping this and i'm not blaming you for what i say next 
after everything you've said you've made me fall in love with what our future could be
writers studio apartment, you teaching me to mow the lawn at our first house, seeing what our child would look like
it all seems so close
but if you go, we aren't going to have any of that 
i wish that we would, but honey it just doesn't make sense 
to quote the love song, i can't help falling in love with you 
i've fallen so hard 
when every once and a while i think about this, it makes me cry
it makes me cry because i know i'm being selfish and thats why i've never had this conversation with you
i've told you about how i hope that our futures include each other and you've agreed with me
we've built up the fairy tale and all i want to do is live it with you 
i just want to know, how do you expect this all to go
i don't expect some elaborate romantic proposition, I just want an answer
how do you see me entering your future? 
i want to know how that would change once you know how i feel 
i remember one time in one of the first few months we were dating
we were sitting on the swing in your backyard looking up at the stars
talking about how we both sleep in weird ways all spread out 
then you told me to wish on a star 
i'm not going to reveal what i wished, but it had to do with our future and how i wanted you there
i want you there more than anything i can think of 
i want to do so many things with you 
i want to experience things with you 
z, i want to live our fairy tale and prove to ourselves that we can be each others future 









© 2016 heather



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I really like the honesty in this poem so many people pick people up and put them down... to fall so in love so young is hard.... it comes with many challenges and other people usually poo par this kind of love that's it's puppy love etc.... this love is real you made it real .... I don't t know if this is autobiographical but ... my fairytale came true! have been with my husband since 16 still going strong and have 3 kids so I can really relate to my younger self in this poem!

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heather

1 Year Ago

This is autobiographical and coincidentally I am sixteen right now. That gives me a lot more hope th.. read more



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I really love the honesty & authenticity of this message. Very very seldom does a writer write about "love" (& millions of poets do) . . . yet your message is so true-to-life, not filled with boring clichés about everything being grand & awesome or romantic & sweet or even s****y & abusive. No, instead, you are dealing with something very basic to the core of life & how relationships go awry . . . different expectations. This is the hardest aspect of being "in love" . . . wanting a future with this person, but deep down, not really wanting a future that looks like what the other person wants. People get too wrapped up in the trappings of life, instead of just loving a person no matter what. Your message is such a refreshing, delightful confession of mismatched expectations, & I love that nobody is blaming anybody else, but you're just laying it out there with all the inherent flaws. Also, the amount of details really makes this message sing with recognition for most people.

Posted 1 Year Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

heather

1 Year Ago

Thank you for seeing my "true-to-life" message because it is definitely 100% authentic to what I am .. read more
I really like the honesty in this poem so many people pick people up and put them down... to fall so in love so young is hard.... it comes with many challenges and other people usually poo par this kind of love that's it's puppy love etc.... this love is real you made it real .... I don't t know if this is autobiographical but ... my fairytale came true! have been with my husband since 16 still going strong and have 3 kids so I can really relate to my younger self in this poem!

Posted 1 Year Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

heather

1 Year Ago

This is autobiographical and coincidentally I am sixteen right now. That gives me a lot more hope th.. read more

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