2:30am..

2:30am..

A Poem by QuietPoet

 
2:30am..
I sat in my car outside my house
It was 2:30am
Tears slowly came down
Then I kept on thinking about everything
And it just got worse
I was screaming really loud
My tears were drowning me
I couldn’t breathe anymore
So I just gave up and let it all out
I didn’t hold back anything
I screamed for you, Grandma.
I asked you to come help me
As I cried harder and louder
I wondered if you heard me
Or if you were there with me
I screamed out at you
Asking you why did you do this to me
You shouldn’t have came in my life
Because now all I am is hurt
Why did you disappear on me?
When I need you the most
I was always there for you
But the one time I need you
Your no where to be found
I hate you for making me this way
As I take a moment to breathe
I think of other things in life
The past overcomes me
I’m so scared of a relationship
So that’s why I pushed you away
I’m afraid of love
Because of the pain that follows it
When you kissed me
So much flashed through my head
And I ran for the hills
I get out of my car
I could barely walk to the door
I get inside and put my keys up
Then I rested my body on the counter
I felt so weak and the tears just poured out of me
I had to be quiet so I didn’t wake anyone
When I just wanted to crawl up next to my mom
And have her hold me tight
Instead I went into the bathroom
I looked into my deep red eyes
And I didn’t know who that girl was
I could barely look at me..
So confused and lost
I laid myself down in my bed
And stared at anything
I didn’t sleep at all
My cries weren’t heard
I hugged myself
And cried the night away..

© 2009 QuietPoet


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I am sorry because you feel this way, sometimes I do feel that way too. You wrote it well as always and I like the way how describe where you were and how the tears fall and so on. At all, it is a great poem.
Well done

Posted 14 Years Ago


Wow. This is so painful. I can feel everything. Very well written, great job! :D

Posted 14 Years Ago


wow I feel the same way with my grandma passed away. *hugs you* nice poem.

Posted 14 Years Ago


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I hurt for you... Your grandma will always be with you. Remember that. It may not be in the capacity you would like, but she is there in your mind. Just talk to her there, and she will respond. You know how she talked, the things she said. So, anytime you need her, just ask her in your mind. And see what she has to say. I do this with my grandfather.
We all shy away from pain. But what if we never lit a fire, because we were afraid of getting burned? We wouldn't have any light in the darkness, no cooked food, and no heat to stay warm...
Again, you have laid yourself out there, Kylie. Outstanding work.

Posted 14 Years Ago


Wow... this is painfully beautiful... Such deep emotions... very good descriptions. I can feel the anger, the pain, the loneliness and the injustice in all of it...

Very good my friend. God knows we all have those nights... And you described it for all of us.. Well done.

Posted 14 Years Ago


Wow! this is quite the write you have going on right here. I think this is amazing and quite powerful. I liked this full of emotion.

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Hello, my is kylie, I havent been on here for a long time, i haven't written in years so bare with me. Reading all my old stuff brings back a lot of memories. I have a husband and twin girls, i would.. more..

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