Hidden images

written November 19, 2012

As I watch those images flicker across the screen

I feel great at this moment

Until that short orgasm
I realize just how empty and broken I am

I just want to scream out

I’m a grown man

But I want to cry out

Why God did you create porn?

To feed my addiction to what society says is okay?

Really it just beats me down

Until I’m so deep that I realize

That these girls are human

Girls are not objects to fill our every need

Then why does society tell us

That unless they have big b***s or nice asses

Why talk to them?

Why God did you create it?

To show me I’m just a lustful sinner

Who doesn’t care about these girls? 

They have been loved up and beaten down

But I still watch

As I cry on the inside

Because I know once I’m done

I’m back to the emptiness 
Even after I have turned off the computer and hid it behind the shelves

The images torture me

No matter how hard I close my eyes

I get sick to my stomach instantly 

Why God did you create it?
The next night I uncover the hidden computer

So that I can watch those images dance across the screen

As I try to fill that emptiness 
Why God can’t I see you’re the only cure

As I start the process over again to gain that power

It even starts to reflect in my life

You can tell by the girls I date
I only see them as objects

Why God can’t I stop?

I want a girl who loves you more than herself

Loves you more than me
Why God?

 

Reviews

[Kupendwa]

Yet another splendid piece by Radacach. I definitely appreciate the depth of this.

[Fish]

This poem is utterly fantastic! Well written with an amazing message. Porn is glorified far too much, commercials can't even sell a burger without having Kate Upton go down on it. More men need to think like this. :)
Great poem.

[Radacach]

Thank you very much! So true it's so disgusting!

[char]

Yet another terrific piece. He wants a girl who he can respect, yet porn has made that difficult. The character's disgust with himself is very evident.

[Radacach]

thank you thats exactly how i felt when writing this, pure disgust!

[Annabelle Lee]

It's a struggle, and while maybe not for me, I'm sure many people can see themselves in this piece. bravo.

[Radacach]

thank you so much!:)

[Annabelle Lee]

No problem, my pleasure