Who Am I? Am I, I?

I am weak
I am depleted
I am nothing

I am faceless
I am nameless
I am useless

I lost my uniqueness
And overworked my conscious

I let people walk all over me and I don’t know why

The man I love is an a*****e
And he makes me cry

I don’t know anything anymore
I don’t know right from wrong

I am confused with my decisions
I might as well use a sharper knife
And make deeper incisions

I change my mind too easily
And I degrade myself
There’s no such thing as self-confidence
I at least hope he feels better about himself

I’m always depressed
And I always give in
I always swallow his mess
My life is a sin

I trust no one
Not even those I love
I regret telling him everything
There is no white dove

I wish I could get my strength back
And learn to think positive
But he keeps knocking me back down
I keep trying to swim above water
But he makes me drown.

 

Reviews

[YESSICA]

wow it's really good!!!!

[ruth]

wow... im am shocked. I like that throughout this poem you were honest and gave an insight of your life, that is if its about you.
If it is about you, well all i have to say is to try to put an end to all that pain. You are worth so much, and a guy who doesnt know your true beauty.... makes me wonder if he truly loves you.
The line "i lost my uniqueness," thats really powerful.
overall i love this poem because it has emotion in it, its powerful, and very meaningful.
remember you are someone strong and you are worth alot...
-ruth