Junkie

Journal Entry | June 9th 2016

I am a junkie and you are the drug. I crave you and desperately want to send you rushing through my veins. I want to feel you inside of me, I want to lay in the euphoria only you can deliver me to. I want to inhale you and feel my mind sting from your jolt. I want the drip in the back of my throat. I want to consume you, to swallow you in heavy gulps. 

I am addicted to all of you, and not for the chaos, the pain or any of the bullshit, the addiction came when you penetrated my heart with the purest of love.

I am a junkie who is now forced to purge you from all of me, to be down with the sickness until my blood runs clean and my heart learns to beat without you there.

Rainee