Separated or not?

waiting for your soul to come home.

I can't leave you. I can't leave the only person who can make me smile. 

I can't leave the person who I'm madly in love with for some stupid reasons. I cannot give up on such a person like you, like I would give up on anything else but not you.

I cannot leave the pure heart who loved me this much. I cannot leave that cute smile that makes everyday of my life more beautiful and blessed.

I cannot leave my soulmate and my life partner who I promised that I'll continue my whole life with and do everything with. We can't just leave each other after all that. 

I can't just stop fighting and give up on what I want for some silly reasons or even good reasons, you're what I want then I gotta fight for it. No matter how hard it'll be, as long as you'll be with me in the end.

Don't say that we gotta separate because that ain't gonna happen. You're not something I would easily lose like this. I chose you, I chose to continue my life with you.

I'm in love with you, in love with every single detail about you, I just don't wanna search for you in someone else, I will never find someone like you again. You don't know how hard is it for me to leave you.

Separated or not? I don't know but I hope it's "Not". 

Author's Note

I wrote this from a really long time, like 18 months ago.

Reviews

[emmajoy]

Wonderfully honest writing yet so very sad, a tragedy that only time can sort, re.organise, placate or, please, deities galore.. brings you smiles.

Reading again, you've voiced your love so very tenderly, though with touches of urgency.. needing to know.. calming.. bathing in your feelings then... again, that urgent need to know.
Intelligently voiced but above everything, deeply emotional.

[Rassoul]

I really appreciate your review, thanks a lot!

[Psychotic Lily]

such raw emotion. So beautiful. It gives me the realistic struggle of man that they won't give u on something they genuinely love. Wonderfully done. I look forward to your next work!

[Rassoul]

Thanks so much for your words!

[Coyote Poetry]

Honest and desperate words for love. To stay or to go. A hard decisions. Either can lead to sadness. I liked the feel of need and want in the words. A very good ending. Always good to leave the reader with a question. Thank you for sharing the amazing poetry.
Coyote

[Rassoul]

Welcome and thanks for reading, Coyote. Hope you enjoyed.

[Coyote Poetry]

Was my pleasure and you are welcome.

[Carol Cashes]

Yup! Leaving is not an option for me either, we work it out or not, I'm here when you can see reason...Ha! Good job. If love is the basis, with the exception of infidelity or abuse, stay. Stay.

[Rassoul]

Thanks a lot for your review, Carol.

[Joey Nizz]

Separated or not? I don't know but I hope it's "Not".

Well said Omar!

Your poem was truly wonderful.

Thanks for sharing!

[Rassoul]

Thanks a lot for reading, Joey! Glad you enjoyed it.

[Joey Nizz]

Your very much welcome :)

[Vic]

This is very determined, refusing to give up on a relationship. An edit: soulmate needs an "o".

[Rassoul]

It's just because I wrote it fastly, I'll edit it.

Thank you so much.

[Zephyr]

The emotions are very well expressed.
Great work Rassoul:)

[Rassoul]

Thanks a lot, Neetha.

[duff]

A passionate declaration. It can be torturing spending every moment thinking about that person. Agonizing and analyzing. Definitely been there. Content readers can relate with. Nice work.

[Rassoul]

Thank you so much, duff.

[duff]

You are very welcome

[The earth (Titan maphah..]

You top my list... I wanna cry the whole day just reading story at the same time

[Rassoul]

This is such an honor, thank you so much!

[CMC]

I admire how relatable this is. If you spend every hour thinking about someone, spending time with them, you get so attached that you can't let go. You never want to let go of the hand you've held onto for so long, and you never want to hold any other hand. Mad respect, and thank you for sharing.

[Rassoul]

Thank you for reading, Chris.

Glad you enjoyed.

[CMC]

You're very welcome.