just write..

As I think about the days.
I just lay in this bed and pray.
There's so much I gotta say.
I think about the heavens gates.
Is it really a better place?
I'm so serious look at my face.
I feel like I'm inside a race
And I don't wanna lose my pace
Trippin cus my shoes unlaced.
Broken hearted but I will soon replace.
The feelings of hurt and pain.
Rain rain go away unless you're here to wash away my pain.
Please hear me now.
Talk to me somehow.
I'm falling to the ground.
These haters all surround.
I'm looking all around.
Feeling like a clown.
Like nothing but a joke
and every word I wrote is every word I spoke.
And I'm filling all these notes
And half of you don't even know
how hard it is to keep control
of emotions that keep bouncing back and forth like ball up and down a court.
see this is not a sport
In fact this is real life.
Real life is what I write.
about all the time.
Cus its always on my mind.
I'm the morning and the night.
And this makes everything feel so right.
So write.
So write.
Keep the peace and don't fight.