AwokenA Story by Richard Anthony Goulart
This was brought on by an immense amount of emotional pain.
Disconcerted and emotionally distraught. You have won the war that we have fought for ever. My will has finally broken. Tragically drove to the depths of my own mind, the only voices I know hear are the ones inside my head. No one understanding that I fought with my all, never wanted a war, knew I couldn't win yet still you persisted. Where am I to go now that I have no where to rest my weary head. No one there to catch my head on shoulders that understand. No one that will allow me to cry unabated. My mind ponders everything and shows all failure. You were to win, to break me down, hold me down and destroy me. Strip me of my will and fight to keep me a no one. Now you have won and I am the no one that you have created. An author I cannot be, and a military hero I'll never get to attempt. Where was the love that I needed and why do I feel so alone. What can I do to hold on, when there is no handholds that will hold my weight and the weight of the immense pain that is mine. You have won, I have lost. Every friend I have ad has left and are no where to be found. Where am I to go?
© 2011 Richard Anthony Goulart
Added on December 12, 2011
Last Updated on December 12, 2011
Richard Anthony Goulart
Little Rock, AR
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