I have dreamed of Sleeping Beauty in the dark-
In the dark where no light shone except
the lantern glow of my mind.
No sliver of moonlight was in the sky
indeed, covered with clouds it was and there might well have been no sky at all
but a solid slate of sightless rust.
And in the beam of my vision amidst the tangible darkness
were flowers-
glowing as I came upon them
vividly.
There, petals grew in defiance of the gloom.
Their vines thick as trees, thorns like daggers with a mind to seek and hunt
Slow but persistent, eyeless, and keen. Curling
around the ancient remnants of pillars
smoked marble stone and the dull ivory of
bone. There was a castle.
A castle, dead as it was hollow and littered
with corpses of statuary angels.
Those flowers devoured all. They were old; old as
sin. The formless wood of ages past clawed
its way around the forms of the dead
wooden hands clutching reaching for now forgotten daylight. No
sun would shine in this place again. Forever
has it stood in timeless shadow.
And in my mind, these loving roses bloomed with a predatory
fondness of their trellises- the kind of sick forgiving
kindness as only the righteous have, their task preordained.
Some sorceress was mighty in her wrath, their growth is glutted
on a once great kingdom. I travel
freely over the ruins and always the blossoms and never
have I seen softer violence, or fiercer beauty than these.
In a gentler world than that of my mind
this palace is filled with the sleeping courtiers of its heyday
peaceful and whole. But those that sleep forever
are consumed just as the dead are- and as roots
grew into their skin their dreams were no doubt
restless. As mine are.
I follow the trials of silvered wood up, up- towers
mighty stone towers in the velvet black. Sparks
of my light shine off the blooded stems
and I am awed. They grow thickly here
larger, and grotesque in their size.
What once man created is overwhelmed
and in its place is a pedestal of nature.
Out of a bed grows a tree,
and its branches are a nest, ingrown and tangled in the high ceiling.
No canopy above, but curled inwards at its center
I find my prize a massive bloom of pinks and white
and above its heart the thorns uphold
A Princess.
Eerily she hangs, a white embroidered dress still
bound around her perfect corpse
the thorns have picked her clean in repose.
A rose grows from the hole of her eye and
delicate spirals of green curl in the mouth
of her skull. I can see her hair was bitter gold.
Time has not been stilled for her legend
and though this is so, I find her still
graceful
in death, as befits her.
I brush away a lock
of stilled hair in the wet and tremulous air
and kiss her lipless mouth
which shudders, clicking-
a fragile sound, True Love.
As the vines peel back an eye remembers itself
And winks with hesitant disuse. It is blue as lilacs
Once the thorns retreat into her bones.
Her head twitches back into place with care
And sleepily she recalls her skin.
I wait patiently as the flowers curl inside her, becoming
A part of her still-partial form,
elegant in bone and
blushing in flesh.
A prince I add for her benefit,
to rise and touch her recovered
Lips, purple and fair.
The kingdom will perhaps not let her go so easily, and
She will ever be a bride of flowers first
And flesh second.
Flushed and bleeding , pale
and veined with gold her skin
stretches over a mould of living thorns and petals.
I bring her gently, blinking,
into the sunlight
to bud.