Fallen angel

ooof

How to move on

Hard to move on

Pulled away

lost and frayed.

Ropes that hang.

Taken and flown

the pond has stagnated.

I miss my old self.

The doctors don't help 

they just tell me

Pull up your boots

and tighten your knots.

Get better.

But how?

Fallen Angels 

all over the place

I can't look at my face.

There is a big bruise there

on my forehead. 

I'm shaking and I can't 

carry this anymore. 

It's heavy 

and I am 

just a little one.

Just a little girl

Just a little world

all in myself.

Burned off my blonde hair

and now it is brown.

I wish I could take

it all down.

I am fallen,

like a demon angel

Bites and whips 

and chains.

Shackle me up in my 

straight jacket. 

Please. 

Reviews

[R Smith]

very introspective Ruby, your taking down your defenses and looking for the way ahead, the Doctors don't know so its your choice of the way to go but no strait jackets needed just a pen and some paper will see you through

[AaronFreitas]

Very intense piece... I love it! "I am fallen, like a demon angel. Bites and whips and chains." I love those lines. Awesome work I really enjoyed it

[Saddam]

The doctors don't help
they just tell me
Pull up your boots
and tighten your knots.
Get better.

It is true. Without having confident in our-self how could we rise up.
So positive view is the key that take you up and charge.
Good write.