I Killed My True Love

Taking a gun to the head of the one I love most

I'm starting to feel human again
More than just an empty vessel

I'm able to move without the desire for death
I've wanted to grab a tool
Tear into myself
Create my own pool

With sadness it spills
Tears turn into stills

A distant memory
Its all I am
Through utter decay
I'll find my way

Light the hell that flows through me
I love you forever
I know what you do to me

You can't stay
Even though you love me the most
You cause me pain and anguish
Things I want to relinquish

I'll let you go like a dove
As you start to fly away
my shotgun sprays and sprays

Bloody chunks in my hair
Liquids drench me
Happiness starts to quench me

I'll find someone to replace you
Someone I need
To be rid of your evil
To stop and no longer bleed