I Wish I'd Been There

I wish I'd been there to hear your cry for help.

But I wasn't.

It was my fault, I didn't believe a word of what you told me

Over and over again

I didn't want to hear it, and now my heart is hurting 

Because of my stupidity

I wish I could make it up to you somehow

But I know it's not going to happen

Life has just gotten in the way and there's

No way out

I can't help but feel like I've let you down

Like I gave up on you.

I wish it wasn't this way, if only I could see your face

Just one time.

It would make the pain go away, like none of this 

Ever happened

They say amnesia is a disease, I think it's my drug

Because I gave up on you.

I wish I could go back in time and make it

Up to you.

But for now I guess we'll have to live with

Internet chase. 

I love you.

I always have.

I just wish you knew.