You Chose

This was some pent-up feelings that needed to be let out.

I know why you hate me,

Dad,

But it's not my fault.

I didn't choose to be this way.

In fact,

Daddy Dearest,

It's actually your own fault you hate me.

YOU CHOSE to not put the condom on

That one lustful night.

Don't blame Mommy for what the doctor said

About her not able to bear children.

YOU CHOSE to take the chance

That the doctor may be wrong.

YOUr sperm CHOSE to enter Mommy's egg,

And your sperm is a piece of you.

YOU CHOSE to marry Mommy

When she found out about me,

Right before you two were about to break up.

YOU CHOSE me to be a girl,

Even if it was indirectly.

YOU CHOSE to hate me

For what is your fault.

I'm not sorry for being alive,

But I am sorry that I am your daughter.

Dad,

Don't blame me for who I am.

Blame yourself.

I only have one more thing to say to you,

Father,

And what I have to say is:

F**k you

 

Author's Note

It may not seem right but just let me know what should be fixed

Reviews

[azlamalo]

Ouch. I agree with craig froman...

[James Jason Dye]

Very raw and full of emotion, I wouldn't change a thing. You could publish this in Writing Raw.

[An owl on the moon]

So powerfully spoken... feelings of such pain and rejection... Your words profoundly speak of the desire to be loved yet left wanting from one who should have loved you most... Overwhelms me with sadness...