Mirrors of My Mind

a song that's a first-hand description of life with paranoid schizophrenia, or its lesser version, schizo-affective disorder

A thought appears and stays in my mind

Won't go away until I find

A reason why

To satisfy

Sometimes there is no logic to be found

Is there a monster living in my head?

No place to hide beneath the bed

No memory 

Inside of me

Of things that they say happened, if they did

Reflections in the mirrors of my mind

They reveal

That bad things only happen

Doesn't matter how I feel

There are no windows to my soul

Look beyond my eyes

You see only lies

Is it just illusion or reflections

In the mirrors of my mind?

Reviews

[augustus]

The mixture of thoughts in one's head is truly staggering in its variety. I couldn't begin to make sense of them all! As you correctly write there is one thought that always springs to mind, and in my case, it's the Female body!