Getting Out Anger

Something somebody like me would do to get out anger.

Laying in bed looking up nothing is well
My heart aches it hurts like hell
Drowning in darkness drowning in pain
I'm not afraid of the storms I welcome the rain

The thunder thumps with each beat of my heart
Lightning strikes for a second the dark to part
I look to the sky yell something unheard
I fall to my knees my vision is blurred