Motivation

A Poem by SadPoems

Ill let you all have your own Representation of what it is about...

I look into her half closed eyes,
Looking for some motivation,
Any at all,
Please....
Please....

All i need is some motivation....
Just to get me through the day...
Please....
Please....

I am drowning with dread,
I dont stop to think "its all in my head",
I just think about my bed,
As i drift off,
Forgetting everything...
Until tomorrow...
When everything begins again....

Everyday, i am plagued by the thought of losing her,
Just hoping...
Just Hoping...
If i meant that much to her,
why would she leave me?
She Loves me.....
She loved me......

Suicide isnt the way,
neither was Self harm,
That just affects you and the people around you.
The endless cuts on her arm,
call out to you,

As a sign for help,
She is in need....