FML

I wish I knew who was writing this , because when I wake up in the morning I'll forget he existed

I'm almost ready to shed this skin
Become the man who I've been seeking

A little gay boy in need of a d***o and toy

Jokes folks I got jokes
But

I'm peaking at my potential
F*****g godly
The confidence on that one is paramount
I swear they would create movies and documentaries on why I'm evil
The devil
But I live
In the devil I call my tainted body of thoughts
But my mind is the heaven up and above from the soul that's stepping on the gutter

F**k almost fell through

F**k is the point of words if they fall flat
So I spike the punch bowl I need an extra punch
To get my thoughts going
I need to get her going
See her legs twist her arms cross her hair
Hmmm

And I'm just seeking danger I love pain
I'm seeing pain I love the torture
I need want the pain I love it like a drug

But stay in school kids drugs will not only ruin your life , they will get your dick wet

I ruined that didn't I ? Oh well

I'm looking through my reflections of projections of faulty thoughts
These thoughts of desperation and lack of self esteem are bringing my words to their knees
And I ain't about to ask another girl to marry me
But she can spread wide I need to give her head

I'm losing sanity. This is a calamity. I can't feel my face. I'm a disgrace. I'm numb. I look like a bum. I'm rich in thought. Thought about it I don't care don't want to I need you. Wait huh how did I turn that right to a left and uppercut that b***h. Basket case I am. Throw my body into the grave let's have a rave
Tapa is back in town
Bout to start a war on art like hitler on the Jews
I'll penny pinch my opinions
But here's its two cents

And I love the pain I need oh I want it
And I love oh I need it

I love the pain I need oh I want it
I need oh I need it

Gods bout to shake his head
But I'll just load a gun shoot him in the head
Fall asleep next to the devil laying on my bed
Then dream of her giving me some head