3 = 1 for Me

I'm killing my inner me.

It’s self-destruction.

Why?

Because I hate myself, but I love too much, and I'll never find a love greater than I.

My gift is a curse and vice versa.

My pain is beyond hurts.

My smile is an insert

A star shined for me and in exchange for my eyes

-it sent me her.

She comes in threes, to be with me in my sleep’s dreams of reality 

and 

 then 

leaves.

We are non-existence and just for an instant she supplied me with a glimpse of a lasting memory of a kiss and a life that could have been to remind me that we will never be.

I write about them, but they are one and they divide into threes to ensure that I'll never stop searching for the one to be hapqy.

Reviews

[Devious13]

I can only hope that the tale is truth and it touches my heart there is s still a hope for l love insane so whatever you do don't be hard on you and always follow through and always member to give out love refardless if it comes to you or not , and never forget what the person did for you and that priceless , im in dark place and I don't kmow if I can climb out of it again if I fail ill let the pain take and consume in me whats next

[sinNsincerity]

I've been In dark places plenty of times; although, sometimes I felt consumed and that I will remain in that place... it could only last as long as you allow it to. Of you ever want to talk about anything, you can send me a message and I'll be more than welcome to do so. =D

[Astrid]

the last word: happy*

Has depth and a sorrow to it, very nice
I like how you arranged it as well

[sinNsincerity]

I wrote it hapqy on purpose because it creates confrontation.
Obviously P and Q are far off from the key board to be a typo.

[Astrid]

Oh, okay. I had thought that might be the case, but one never knows ~

[sinNsincerity]

No worries, I'm glad that you'd enjoyed it Astrid.

[Lord of mad men]

Very deep. This is a very thought provoking piece. It was a pleasant read. Thank you very much!

[hdean]

Beautiful language. I loved it!

[sinNsincerity]

Thank you so much Hdean, I really appreciate it!

[Kajal Sharma]

it was really touching.....

[sinNsincerity]

Thank you Kajal!

[Sultrysoul]

There is always that one that leaves behind that stardust leaving you searching for a star that makes the lost star a glimpse of stardust as you gaze into the glow of the universe just discovered surrounding you

[sinNsincerity]

Nicely put, I couldn't have said it better myself =)

[Sultrysoul]

You did lol you wrote this magical piece

[sinNsincerity]

Just a small slice of the madness inside of me

[Sultrysoul]

We're all mad here :D

[sinNsincerity]

Touce' hehe

[Sultrysoul]

....... :D

[Sara]

You had me after the first verse. Great job, I loved it!

[sinNsincerity]

Thank you so much Sara, I'm glad you loved it!

[Grace Gammello]

I love this. The entire concept of a blessing being a curse has always been so intriguing to me. Also, my best friend speaks of this same mental discussion to me quite often, so reading this causes me to immediately empathize.

[sinNsincerity]

Your friend does!? =D That's really cool.
Thank you so much for reading Grace!

[Shae]

I really like this because it can be so true . For a long while, even now I've felt like there's no one who can love me as good as the love I give off. Thus, I was always disappointed and wishing I didn't love so hard but like you said it's a cure . Very nice piece .

[sinNsincerity]

Thank you so much for reading Shea and it make me more than happy that you could relate to it.
Don't ever give up on love!

[Etta Beasley]

"We are non-existence and just for an instant she supplied me with a glimpse of a lasting memory of a kiss" - I adore this line. A kiss is the most raw form of love there is, it could change your world. It's a beautiful poem, great write!

[sinNsincerity]

A kiss can tell a lot!
Thank you for reading this poem. It's always great to revisit my older ones. =D