Stupid mistakes..

This is because of me

I am sorry
Please forgive me.
I shouldn't have
Stained the lily.

I wanted you to know
That I was there.
Through it all
No matter where.

I was trying to help
Take away the hurt.
But my confession
Made it worse.

Why was I so stupid
Last dreadful night?
I am sick with worry
Am I still a knight?

A knight that helps?
A knight that cares?
A knight you see
As always there?

A knight who cares
And does no harm?
A knight of nobility
And full of charm?

I have worried myself sick
My stomach is queesy.
My head is light
My body uneasy.

Please dont blame yourself
For what I did.
That is one worry
That burns like acid.

I made everything worse
With everything around.
I guess all I do is
Bring complications abound.

Help me please
Wont you see
All that I want
Is for you to be happy

I try to be strong
I honestly do
Il do anything at all
Only for you

Please, just please
Dont blame yourself
It wasnt your fault.
We need God's help

Reviews

[Levi Levin]

Great poem from the heart....God bless!

[StayAnchored]

I am sorry you have to feel this way... But we all make stupid mistakes! If its any consolation this is a beautifully written poem!! :)

[marie]

oh my dear joseph you did not make things worse, you never did, you never do, all you every do is help:) please calm down, its ok, this whole thing is my fault:* i promise you have done nothing to make things worse at all:)