Only fear

My hands are shaking
I haven't smoked in days
Since you've been missing
My heart is in pain

My anxiety makes it worse
No more Xanax in my purse
I cant just sit here and fade away
Because my conscience makes me stay

I really feel lonely, confused
my feeling abused
but thanks to you 
Now I can live
to see the world i imagined within

I will overcome these feelings
that sucked me in
an abyss of no tone
when i was completely unknown
my visions made me see
to imagine what i could be

Then i started to speak
maybe something you didn't want to hear
but its what i have to say

patience is key
but silence in golden

Author's Note

Open forum!
( I know, yes many grammatical errors)