Autoparalysis in the Mind of Kinesis

Pour on wounds
Disinfect
Wipe away
Stitch me up.

I've been healed
By warm embrace
Coldness prevails
Leaves a bitter taste.

There's comfort in being sad
But with happiness, you always need to look out for disappointment.
When you're already sad
How much worse could it get?
Surely it will make little difference.
When you hit rock bottom, can you break through the ground?

Liquid flows from this syringe
Through my veins
Into my blood
There is no escape
Only a mask.

A wounded mind can be mended with medication
Only to be subjected to the horrors that await you once more
Personality is gone
Eyes, drooping
What do I see?
A world of grey
Colors have left me
Life itself, nowhere to be found
Trotting through
Do the motions
Day to day
Hour to hour
Until I slip into unconsciousness
And find myself in a world of wonder, soon turned terrifying

My love, not my love
Alone in a world, where everyone is just "there"
Can I find peace?
Solace? Do I even desire?
I'll just stay here
Until it's time.

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

The poem is a masterpiece of life journey and struggle. I like the visions and thoughts create by this poem. Wounds can heal. Pain can be forgotten. Can we find where we started or ended? I like the flow of thoughts leading to the very good ending. Thank you for sharing the excellent poetry.
Coyote

[MOON]

The elusive peace of mind , its the search of the self .Lovely write well expressed , poignant.

[AllyWinters]

To be honest I don't think we ever really find peace until death do we part, then again, what happens after death could just be as awfully s**t as being on Earth. Hopefully without the politics though...
An enjoyable read.

[Lucifer Jones]

Good read my friend. Enjoyed it.

[Sami Khalil]

A walk through your mind scape and thoughts. I hope you can find peace after all...Bravo

[Akira Kodama]

Thank you.

[Sami Khalil]

You are welcome...:).............