Russian Roulette

This comes from a dark time in my life...I'm no longer like this, but I wrote this poem just because I could.

Russian Roulette

 

Lets play a game of chance

One bullet loaded in the chamber

Spin Spin

Click

Russian Roulette

 

I’m aware of the danger but my curiosity won’t let

Me walk away

 

Spin

What should I do?

Why am I feeling this way

What’s this that has come over me I don’t understand it

 

Spin

No mother

No father

Just a family to keep me stable

 

But am I able

To control this deep seeded

Desire

Sensation rising higher

Blood flow rising

 

Click

Damn, missed again

I know it’s a sin

But I want it to end

 

One more time

Before I change my mind

Spin

 

A game of chance

Gamble for life

No longer knowing what’s right

Spin

 

Time to pull the trigger once more

So I can walk on the other side of the door

Boom

 

Russian Roulette 

Author's Note

Tell me what you thiink.

Reviews

[Weepingmoon]

This is well written.

[NoneOfYourBusiness akaK..]

fierce~ gut wrenching dark anticipation~ can be interpreted in several ways~