Hope

A Poem by Someones

Hope.. for some people it might be the best thing on earth, their salvation even. For me hope its a curse, i hate being a girl that constantly hopes for things, I hate dreaming, I hate having positive thoughts, I hate all that because with all the hope comes the whole failure, and some people might say that I am afraid of failure and Im not, because I’ve been there and I am one.
With hope theres always a last chance, but for me that last chance becomes the worst mistake.
Since I was a little girl I started dreaming big, but all my dreams have actually never come true and maybe its because I dont put my 100% effort to accomplish them or maybe because I am too lazy for that, and yes I know its my fault. But I hate always having that bit of a hope because later that but of a hope becomes the one who keeps me awake at night, the one who put me in tears, and the one who make me feel stupid for even believing that I was capable of accomplish something. I just would want to be the hopeless girl, instead of the girl that dreams but always fails.