Dilemma

Somewhere...very deep inside…
I wanna die…
Not because of the fear of anything..
Or because I lose temper so easily..
But because I can’t resist that fear as well..
And it’s hell eating me every day..from within…

Somewhere...very deep inside…
I wanna die…
Not because of the things I did..
Or because of the things you did..
But because I can’t do that anymore..
And it’s hell eating me everyday..from within…

Somewhere...very deep inside…
I wanna live too…
Not because I hope for betterment..
Or because I urge replenishment..
But because I dreamt life so well…
And now...it’s hell eating me everyday..from within…
It’s hell eating me everyday...from within...