Tears In Her Eyes

Another song in the musical I'm writing.

        She walks away, with tears in her eyes

She wanders through life, with fake heavy smiles

I wonder if she knows

I wonder if she cares

That everyday it grows

And I can hardly stand

I don't now what she does to me

But she's driving me crazy

She never says a word

But I can read it in her eyes

The sadness she often hides from the world

Alone she sits, but listening in

I want to start a conversation

But I'm afraid, she likes her silence

And that she'd rather be left alone

How could I tell her

This feeling I hide

How could I show her

The fire deep inside

Burning like a forest fire

Impossible to hide

But how would I be received

Could anyone ever know

The burning in my soul

I don't know what she does

But it's driving me insane

She won't say a word

But if you look deep into her eye

You will be able

To see the sadness

In her

Eyes

Reviews

[Patrick Henry]

Feels like those moments watching my mom read her books, when all the while I'm thinking of working up the nerve to carve my heart out of my own chest upstairs in my bedroom, start a fire somewhere, or do "colorful" and fantastic things to friends....... still she was at "peace" reading her books, and I wasn't a target for her anger or questions when she would read, Stat. It took doing things that SHE did, but not only that. It took doing them when she thought I thought she wasn't watching, but looked liked I needed her assistance and a bit of guidance to do so. When she finally would, I took the opportunity to "open up" and not get sarcastic, but there was also a sadistic part of me to try and read her, finding out why SHE hides away at times.... and some other things that had me not want to destroy myself in my ends. I really thought I COULD carve my heart out. Reading the Necronomicon, books LIKE "The 21 Spells of Domesius", and my Satanic bible, never prepared me deep enough to try and carve it out. I almost went into something dark here. : ) ....when all else FEELS to fail, cuddle. Do as you would do with a guy you like, and cuddle. Make it weird and cuddle. lol xoxox -Your Mark

[StatAnimalLover]

Thanks, we cuddle all the time actually :P