Falling

Everything is falling apart,

And I don’t know what to do.

Come so far since the start,

But it’s still not enough for you.

I’ve got the pills in my hand,

And I’m ready to take that drink.

I will fall from where I stand,

See how far I can sink.

Maybe once I’m gone from here,

You’ll be happy and okay,

You’ll escape the fear,

But for me today was not that day.

Everything hurts and it just won’t quit,

So I blow one last kiss,

And swallow the last little bit,

Hoping it’s me that you’re gonna miss.