Each day, I've became stronger

Ture Story.

You don't know, what you did to me.
You don't know, how much it hurt.
I can't believe, you did this..
You seemed so nice at first..
Like we'd be friends for awhile..
But then you had some to drink..
And things started to get a lil wild..
You kissed me.
You touched places that, I've never been touched before..
You wouldnt leave me alone..
I told you to stop, to leave me alone..
But I guess, the acohol took over
And there was no stoping you
I didn't know what to do..

My friends were there..
And when I told someone older, they agreed with me
But when we talked after that my friends said I was a s**t and I lied..
They made me lose my boyfriend for awhile..
My life was going down hill
I didn't know what to do anymore..
Should I overdose on pills?
Take the rope?
Or the sharp razor..
As long as it would put an end to the pain I wouldn't care..

I can't even sleep anymore for one full night
Because nothings ever alright
I see your face...it haunts me
It makes me cry each time I think of the friends I once had..
You turned them against me
Each memory is driving me mad
I try to forgot..try to be happy..
But I just can't..

All I could do to relax myself was sit and cry
And have the reflection of the razor in my eye..
I wasnt sure..should I do it..or should I not?
I wanted to,but I could not..
The pain still haunts me..
But each day I've became stronger...

Reviews

[*~Imperfectly Me~*]

Wow, so powerful! "I try to forgot..try to be happy.." I think you mean forget... This is a very powerful and emotional piece it screams off the page... Very touching and I'm glad she's growing stronger... realize that friends like that are not friends... a true friend would take your side... again truly touching...

[Sapphire.Diamond]

i never heard about this story?
mind sharing with me
and im glad your becoming stronger
dont let your self be weak