Poison Ivy

Poison Ivy where do I begin your itch crawls on top of my skin

 your irritating and I cannot resist to scratch

 and then once I do with the spreading there is no turning back

 or taking away that 

only then I'm left with regretting wishing I hadn't done it

 but for me in that brief moment to me the relief to itch was worth it

 then the oil like thrown on a wildfire substance inflames and engulfs all of those places i itched for so long

 and then you begin to grow on the body in number even up higher and down below

 everywhere I scratched the oil like a bomb exploded

 all over by then the rash had spread but that itch

 just that 1 scratch for relief at that time was  worth it

 until I look in the mirror and I realized that I look like a leper or someone with psoriasis all over

 and it's discouraging and then I'm left thinking that itch that 1 scratch just wasn't worth it I was stupid to not resist your irritation I should have just let you remain a pestilence for a moment just like you sometimes  my husband

 And as I'm waiting and praying for the irritation and pestilence of oils to dry up and finally be over

 to give me sweet relief from the urge to itch all over

 it begins again more and worsens my condition further 

and I think to myself again the itch was just so intense I just couldn't resist the urge further  

and now all that work and money spent on alcohol and creams just seems worthless

 and wasteful and though a scolding hot shower will suffice it for a moment

 then I get out and cold air touches it and the itch starts all over

 oh how I'm enduring a different kind of torture 

  Somebody relieve me from my hands that just can't resist itching tape them together for me so I can start healing

 I'm creating a longer term misery

 this just isn't my week or month or something I tell you if its not one thing it's another

 but this is my consequence I believe in reaping what I sew you see

 and this week my husband made me angry he kept provoking me

 and we'll I only tolerated it for so long and then I punched him

 I did not resist the urge to avoid it

 so yes this is my consequence It is what I get for thinking for hitting him in the face in anger I would get away with it and that hitting him to shut up attacking would be worth it