Eyes full of blur
Feeble, fragile, tiny.
Adorable, precious, winey.
Baby Girl I am you see. Born on an unknown type of March morning. Maybe it was
cold due to the fact that it was still winter. I see the world and I was
impressed. New things intrigue me every second. New colors unknown, new sounds,
and... A feeling in my belly. Hungry? A taste in my mouth. My stomach
gets bigger and fuller. I feel like I want to close my eyes. Warmth covers me
and a kiss atop of my noggin. I drift of to what the sounds called
I know much more
Tantrums and yelling,
chewing, biting, smelling
My legs lift me off of my Indian style leg cross. I gain balance and my body is
carried forward. This point of view changed me. I saw the world and I am
impressed. My tongue tingles and I make an audible word. "Daddy."
Time to leave
a place we are going
Scary, fun, happy
Learning, singing, playing napping
Mama said it was called "Kindergarten" It’s wonderful. Many kids of
all different looks, friendly too. I see the world and I am impressed. I’m
learning about animals and how to count to 100. "... 35, 37, 38, 40.
No?" Next my teacher said we're going to learn about "Addition."
It sounds fun.
How do I look?
Ugh! I hate school
Drama, stress, boys, shopping
Parties and hanging out
I see the horrid of 7th grade. Despair lurks from
every corner. Friendships made, friendships broke. I see the world and I am
unimpressed. The person it sculpted me out to be.
Paranoid, Bipolar, depressed.
Psychotic, Unappreciated, ignored, stressed.
I can only imagine what I’ll do in the next few years; if only I'll last that
long. I cannot bear to stay in this emotional damage I am unfortunately
familiar with. Oh yes, I see the world. It has made me want to leave it badly.
Its becoming crazier by the hour
I try to change but if only I had the power
I'd reset this battlefield, to make it fall
I'd make peace with us all
Remove all its negativity and replace it
Oh, I'd erase it
I see the world and I’m NOT impressed
All its done was made me depressed.....