I see the world

My first real attept at making a peom. How was it? Based off of my life and my feelings.

Eyes full of blur
Ears ringing
Nose smelling
Mouth tingling

Feeble, fragile, tiny.
Adorable, precious, winey.

Baby Girl I am you see. Born on an unknown type of March morning. Maybe it was cold due to the fact that it was still winter. I see the world and I was impressed. New things intrigue me every second. New colors unknown, new sounds, and... A feeling in my belly. Hungry? A taste in my mouth. My stomach gets bigger and fuller. I feel like I want to close my eyes. Warmth covers me and a kiss atop of my noggin. I drift of to what the sounds called "sleep."

Growing older
I know much more
Tantrums and yelling,
chewing, biting, smelling

My legs lift me off of my Indian style leg cross. I gain balance and my body is carried forward. This point of view changed me. I saw the world and I am impressed. My tongue tingles and I make an audible word. "Daddy."

Time to leave
a place we are going
Scary, fun, happy
Learning, singing, playing napping

Mama said it was called "Kindergarten" It’s wonderful. Many kids of all different looks, friendly too. I see the world and I am impressed. I’m learning about animals and how to count to 100. "... 35, 37, 38, 40. No?" Next my teacher said we're going to learn about "Addition." It sounds fun.

How do I look?
Ugh! I hate school
Drama, stress, boys, shopping
Parties and hanging out

I see the horrid of 7th grade. Despair lurks from every corner. Friendships made, friendships broke. I see the world and I am unimpressed. The person it sculpted me out to be.

Paranoid, Bipolar, depressed.
Psychotic, Unappreciated, ignored, stressed.

I can only imagine what I’ll do in the next few years; if only I'll last that long. I cannot bear to stay in this emotional damage I am unfortunately familiar with. Oh yes, I see the world. It has made me want to leave it badly.

Its becoming crazier by the hour
I try to change but if only I had the power
I'd reset this battlefield, to make it fall
I'd make peace with us all
Remove all its negativity and replace it
Oh, I'd erase it
I see the world and I’m NOT impressed
All its done was made me depressed.....