Discombobulation

the words that desperately seek the world...

I see myself falling deep into quicksand

far beyond your reach

far from the secure touch of your sweet hand

 

I didn't want this

No, I gave my all to delay

this kind of ending, far from sugary bliss

 

That shiny bright star

that end of the road, it held

I outstretched and pulled to scar

 

why is everything I did not worth anything?

everything I do, not worth anybody not even you?

I sang and still wasn't heard

like a brightly unspoken bird

 

please help me here and work

for the things I do ain't anything

without a crowd gone berzerk

 

nor my writing, my songs , my heart

will ever be seen unclear

if you aren't the one to sketch art...right over here

 

lay your last words for complete innocence

of mine that I chip in

with my passed years of unsure adolescence

 

forgive me for being blunt

for not saying straight

won't make me stand out amongst the hunt

 

please dwell upon my others

as I don't understand

neither do all my lucid lovers.

Author's Note

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