Lost

Lost

A Poem by TheLovelyBones
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I am lost.

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Lost

I feel as though I am lost.

Lost to a raging sea of pain,

Lost in my own personal hell,

Lost in my head,

Lost in my life.

I can’t find a way to fit in, even when I fit in.

I try and try,

And yet I always end up failing

Each time a little worse than the last

Leaving a new scar on my soul.

I push myself to put on a smile

They say even if you aren’t happy, smile anyways

They say that being sad is all In your head

They say that talking about it will help

Well I say screw all that,

It’s not in my head

I don’t need to talk to some stranger who gets paid

To listen to me for an hour each week

It’s crazy!

It’s something humans designed so they didn’t have to deal with it,

That’s called a distraction.

Talking about it, doesn’t let you heal

It brings memories back, It hurts you more

They say if you don’t talk about it

And let it keep hurting you

And affecting your life then “they” win

They don’t win, they will never win

I don’t think it’s anyone’s job or business trying to “fix” or “help” me

© 2018 TheLovelyBones


Author's Note

TheLovelyBones
I accept anything :) Just as always, keep in mind I am not an amazing writer! Thanks for reading

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Added on March 24, 2018
Last Updated on March 24, 2018
Tags: #Poems #Sad #Poetry #Depression

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I'm a girl trying to survive. I love poetry, most or arguably all of my happiness comes from reading and writing it. Although, I am not an amazing writer, but I try. more..

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