65.129.195.84

The Blue then Red give the fact while the black tries to keep a heart from becoming hard.

It’s been over 65 months since we first met.

Privately I’ve been alerted 129 times about yet another deception.

Am I number 195 or something even higher?

Don’t you think you would have learned more than 84 times before?

Does someone’s pain excite you? I simply have one huge question for you.

Y would you continue to read my emails when your love was and still is a complete f*****g lie?

Reviews

[HeazerH]

I like this a lot. It is very unique to use numbers in your writing.

[Seamstress]

Thanks, so much Heazer! I love making things unique.

[curiocity]

The poem that started the end for good. Love it.

[Seamstress]

I'm glad the truth is out and so we are the better for it.

[curiocity]

Same here. :-)

[Lily Mae]

I wonder this myself.. I love your creativity with the numbers..xo I guess I fear to know the exact number..xo

[M. Kari]

makes one wonder ((hug))

[Seamstress]

You are so very right it does. Doesn't help that the emails I still send him are being opened and read. I know this because I am getting read receipts from a link I keep putting in it. It hurts and I still ache for him, for what we had, for us. I feel empty inside at times, and still have my nights where I cry myself to sleep.

[M. Kari]

I suppose he just wanted to make a clean break. My Troll whom I love and who harassed me has returned to storywrite but he has me on block still...it takes all my strength to not contact him with an alternate account but so far I have not...still I read what he writes and try to be happy with that

hang in there and look to reality...it really will be your best shot at happiness...and by the way I still need a match for my buddy accross the ocean so if you know of any single ladies willing to import he'd love to chat ...sorry had to get that plug in there ♥

[Seamstress]

So a clean break for him is good but instead of being open and honest (something he always promised me) he decided to tear me apart with a lie for a very messy break. With the truth I likely would have gotten over him a whole lot easier (might have turned to hate him) but with the lie there is an ache that can not be replaced and now with the reading of the emails and such a bitterness that makes me very very leery about becoming committed in a relationship, hell even forming one. I try but its so hard to even trust right now.

[M. Kari]

yes honesty would have been best but some people truly are not capable...but not all of humanity is like this...there really are more good than bad I wish you a speedy healing process ...

[Baby Ricochet]

Interesting

[Seamstress]

Thanks Ricochet.