Like a Phoenix i will rise

This is a personal Poem from my life, tough i guess it look more like a short story XD so its a mix of both inaway

When I was born I thought nothing could harm me,

All was light and I was safe from the world.

As I got older it became a little harder,

but I were so naive I had no care in the world.

Tough little did I know of the shadows moving in,

the darkness that would surround me.

Even as a child the dark clouds were over me,

but I were to young to see or understand them.

Tough it didn't last long, the sadness took a hold.

Clouds of depression clinked onto me,

they stayed there for years and never let go.

As I got older the clouds got thicker,

But I learned to hide it behind the mask of a Smile.

The mask became my only friend, my salvation.

Tough it would only feed the cloud of despair,

Nourishing the depression deep within me.

The years went by and I felt the end were near,

Time and time again I tried to end this suffering.

But the darkness never let go, in the end I picked up the blade.

Feeling the cold sharp steal on my arm, I pressed hard.

Tough a warmth touched me and the blade did not cut,

tears filled my eyes as I let go.

The blade fell to the ground but I could not hear it,

The light blinding me and for a moment the pain was gone.

Looking to my unharmed arm I stood, and again my mask were on.

Life went on as the clouds of depression came back,

For years I tried to hide, tried to run but to no good.

Then as I was about to give up an angel whit blue eyes came to me,

He started to melt down the walls around my heart.

He filled my life whit warmth and the clouds slowly let go,

I felt free like I could do everything again.

Within the arms of my angel I were safe and happy.

Yet even in the happy bliss the clouds of despair find me again,

They hunt me down and beat me down.

Again my world crumbles to ashes, my life falling into darkness.

But my blue eyed angle hold me tight,

His light bringing me to life again.

And like the phoenix I rose from the ashes of my despair

And into the arms of love and safely. Even if the clouds still are there

they are easier to handle now that I am no longer alone.

Author's Note

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Reviews

[Malister Mikey]

The thing is not only did the angel save you, but you saved him from the darkness that threatened to clip his wings. I am happy I can be the light in your darkness and protect you from those clouds and one day I hope to make them go away altogether and we both can finally be carefree and happy once more.

[Spirit_Raven101]

I hope so to, and whit you by my side i know that will happen. as we will shine the way for one each other