Closer and closer

Days are becoming hours. Hours are becoming minutes. Minutes are becoming seconds and before you know it the time will be here. This time shouldn't be here so soon but it is...

I keep telling myself that I will be okay
That I will fight back
That things will be different this time..
but when the moment comes
I'm right back were I was before

I know I shouldn't be scared
I shouldn't have to run or hide.
BUt the one time i get ready to fight,
it will be worse than before.

I can't show no fear.
Can't show that I'm scared of him,
and what he could do.
That's the moment  when I know its over.
Game over than.

I'm a tough girl,
and I know he knows that.
He knows my old weakness and strengths.
You have made me weak for so long,
but I'm not going to play your little game anymore.

Days are getting shorter.
We are getting closer and closer.
Soon enough you will be released,
and you'll be back at the game before you know it.

Just know that I’m not the same scared little girl anymore.