Broken Pieces

A Poem by Jason Toomey

I'm just hurt...

My heart

Has never felt like this before

I never thought my heart would be this sore

I'm sure there more broken pieces then the sand on a beach shore

I'm broken

Not just my heart but me

I'm depressed diamond I'm coal again

Its raining and storming in a place in my head called happy land

I can't stand.. this pain

So I sit down and melt in my couch I Always feel like S**t now

I'm lost

I'm lost in my own mind, I have the map but without a brain I can't tell that I'm holding the map upside down

Miscommunication is changing the stations and replacing our conversions with arguments

Through the phone we don't understand each other

The water is over the bridge the dam broke we need a new cover

Old S**t pops up and New news hurts more

Piles on like missed work on a busy school week

I feel weaker than Monday through Friday

I feel weaker than a dad who can't provide for his family

What am i

Where am i

I'm in a dark place.AND the only light I see IS a sign that spells suicide

I keep looking for a new light

But as I WALK FURTHER THAT LIGHT CAN ONLY SHINE MORE BRIGHT

I've never been through this much heartache

Were we a mistake. sugar coated bomb disguised as a cake

Times up

Marty Mcfly couldn't rewind us

Take me back to the past before we met

And hopefully I forget my feelings in the net and burn em

I feel like you were blindfolded and blindly forced your hand through my sternum and tore my heart out like kano from mortal combat.

This love... will it ever come back

And if it does will IT JUST HURT ME AGAIN and say congrats... you've feel for it again

You can erase love of its in pencil but not if it is in pen

and if that's the case I know I didn't write it in pen for no reason

My heart's bleeding

And this pain is beyond true

I'm gonna just follow the blood drops... hopefully they are leading back to you...